haaaaaaa~~~~~~~
ok...here goes...
it has been a mere 2 weeks since i've touched down in KLIA from japan.
right after coming into KLIA i've noticed how 'sweet' are the faces of those pak cik working at the airport.......notice how dirty/wet toilets in malaysia are.......notice how we malaysians manage to survive in this boiling hot weather(seriously, i'm literally melting everyday-sweating till i'm soaked, habis my clothes).....notice how i have to be careful not to be to 'open', like hugging a person of the different sex aka boys *rolling eyes*.
but don't get me wrong! i'm not complaining, seriously. it's not bad or wrong, it's jus different. wat i'm trying to say is how much i've notice stuffs that i would nvr have noticed if i had given up the chance of going overseas and staying in a totally different country for one whole year.
problem now is.....how the heck am i going to adjust back to the life here???
i'm not talking about how to use the toilets or how to eat sambal. i'm talking about the different ways of thinking and different ideas on life n different steps one would ake when they are faced with CHOICES. in other ways, i'm talking about the most dreaded-yet-important thing in ones life-STUDIES.
when i was in japan..enjoying everyday, skipping around here n there singing, i didn't rili sit down n think about wat i should do when i come back. one reason : i get distracted like 10 seconds after i actually attempt to decide, thinking to myself that "nvm la, think now also no use, still got plenty of time what, now go login facebook 1st la!" or " aiyo...need advice la, frens n family all also not here, wait till i get back 1st la!"
second reason : i didn't think about furthering my studies much even when i was still in malaysia. probably because in the back of my mind i was thinking about form6. which is defenitely not a bad choice. however, i'm kinda regretting not searching n giving myself more 'roads' to choose from. feels kinda like driving a car while just looking straight ahead n not paying any attention at the junctions or short cuts or long cuts or whatever u call it.
i know life has just begin for me, a new start, so let's just hope that i'll either find a course that i really like n have deep interest in or that i can do my best in form 6 and continue on from there.
wish me luck! i need it!
oh..no la..give me advice! i need it more! LOL
signing off
just-born micky
日本語コーナー
もう２週間やんな、私マレーシアに戻って来たのは。
でも去年の留学のことはもう遠くな夢みたい、季節も違うし、景色も違うし。。。食べ物とか、言葉とか、テレビ番組とか、ぜーーーんぶ違う。
日本に経験した一年間に戻れないだよね～～本間に忘れたくないよ～～～
でも私は頑張るよ、忘れんように、いつも友達の写真を見て、みんなからもらった手紙やメッセージも何回も読んだぞ！！
そして寂しい時も、京都に出会った友達のことを思い出して、めっちゃ心強くなれるよ～～～本間にみんな大ーーーーー好きやで！！
forever friends!!!!!
じゃあまた今度！
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