face it mick! u're back home in kay tee!

haaaaaaa~~~~~~~
ok...here goes...
it has been a mere 2 weeks since i've touched down in KLIA from japan.
right after coming into KLIA i've noticed how 'sweet' are the faces of those pak cik working at the airport.......notice how dirty/wet toilets in malaysia are.......notice how we malaysians manage to survive in this boiling hot weather(seriously, i'm literally melting everyday-sweating till i'm soaked, habis my clothes).....notice how i have to be careful not to be to 'open', like hugging a person of the different sex aka boys *rolling eyes*.
but don't get me wrong! i'm not complaining, seriously. it's not bad or wrong, it's jus different. wat i'm trying to say is how much i've notice stuffs that i would nvr have noticed if i had given up the chance of going overseas and staying in a totally different country for one whole year.


problem now is.....how the heck am i going to adjust back to the life here???
i'm not talking about how to use the toilets or how to eat sambal. i'm talking about the different ways of thinking and different ideas on life n different steps one would ake when they are faced with CHOICES. in other ways, i'm talking about the most dreaded-yet-important thing in ones life-STUDIES.

when i was in japan..enjoying everyday, skipping around here n there singing, i didn't rili sit down n think about wat i should do when i come back. one reason : i get distracted like 10 seconds after i actually attempt to decide, thinking to myself that "nvm la, think now also no use, still got plenty of time what, now go login facebook 1st la!" or " aiyo...need advice la, frens n family all also not here, wait till i get back 1st la!"
second reason : i didn't think about furthering my studies much even when i was still in malaysia. probably because in the back of my mind i was thinking about form6. which is defenitely not a bad choice. however, i'm kinda regretting not searching n giving myself more 'roads' to choose from. feels kinda like driving a car while just looking straight ahead n not paying any attention at the junctions or short cuts or long cuts or whatever u call it.

i know life has just begin for me, a new start, so let's just hope that i'll either find a course that i really like n have deep interest in or that i can do my best in form 6 and continue on from there.

wish me luck! i need it!
oh..no la..give me advice! i need it more! LOL


signing off
just-born micky


日本語コーナー
もう２週間やんな、私マレーシアに戻って来たのは。
でも去年の留学のことはもう遠くな夢みたい、季節も違うし、景色も違うし。。。食べ物とか、言葉とか、テレビ番組とか、ぜーーーんぶ違う。
日本に経験した一年間に戻れないだよね～～本間に忘れたくないよ～～～
でも私は頑張るよ、忘れんように、いつも友達の写真を見て、みんなからもらった手紙やメッセージも何回も読んだぞ！！
そして寂しい時も、京都に出会った友達のことを思い出して、めっちゃ心強くなれるよ～～～本間にみんな大ーーーーー好きやで！！
forever friends!!!!!

じゃあまた今度！

ミッキーより

ただいま～

やっと帰って来たゎ～
１１ヶ月後、懐かしい家に帰って来た～
でも帰って来ても何か可笑しい気持ちがした。。。久しぶりに大好きな家に入ったら、もちろん嬉しいけど、逆に悲しい気持ちも感じている～一年間もう過ごしたの？？私は本間に京都に住んでいたの？？信じられへん！
んで、確かにマレーシアは超熱い！！

そして自分の部屋に入って、重い荷物を開けて、恋しい友達にもらった手紙やプレゼントを見て、「みんなにめっちゃ会いたい！」ってずっと思った。みんなに沢山プレゼントをもらったのはすごく嬉しいやで＜３　超幸せ！！みんなありがとう！！　ミッキーは絶対みんなのことを忘れはしない！
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finally i'm home~~
after 11 months i'm finally back home~~
but somehow it feels weird being home after such a long time...of course i feel happy but somewhere inside i also felt sad~~it has been one year since i've left home??? did i really lived in kyoto??? unbelievable!!
and frankly speaking, malaysia is HOT

i got into my room, opened up my huge luggages, n looked at all the lovely present i received from my beloved friends n i was like [ gosh, i wanna mee them so badly!]
n i'm so happy i received so many presents from my friends~
thx so much guys!!! love u guys so much n i'll never forget everyone of you!



signing off
micky
xoxoxoxo