another day, another quiet day on campus

good news n bad news.
the freshman camp has finally finished!!! gosh was it a freaking tiring busy camp. 150 students suddenly appeared in my quiet campus in bukit khor. well, not SO sudddenly, i got at least a 1 month's notice XD
but it was a rili nice experience i must say. my campus hasn't got the chance to host such a 'huge' event before. oooh, but i'm not forgetting aaallll the drama involved.
the bad news is, the campus is back to being quiet n isolated, away from civilisation again....LOL...n i also learnt a lot of negative things about my fellow student council members, which i didn't want to know. come on guys, i know u r lazy but power hungry, but please don make it so obvious la! sakit mata memandang....
oh n sneaking away food from the canteen is deeply unappreciated. so many of my campers went hungry.


okay, back to the main point.
i did my best in helping the organising committee make sure that the camp went on smoothly. just wished some1 had noticed that..=_="
i guess it's my strength n weakness too-being low profiled & too kind. craps.
and i hate it when people always speak louder than their actions. n also those who only see these "loud speakers" as hardworking and helpful. LOL

well, life's like that! gonna learn to live with it or else i'll end up in a prison somewhere for murder. XD

but then i won't say that i was giving my 110% for this camp too. i admit it, i'm lazy too..haha..n running ard for d whole day wasn't helping at all. but i tried..to make up for my laziness. hope it was enough ^_<*

when the camp was going on during the weekend. i was really wishing for it to finish asap. waking up early, layan-ing the always-complaining-campers, dashing up n down getting things done, late-night meetings, etc etc.....
but then now that the campus is back to what it was before, i suddenly felt a bit overwhelmed by the serenity. all the faces, all the noises, all the activites going on non-stop actually made me forget about my miseries for a while. i don have much miseries, but small routines like figuring out what to do next in this boring jungle...how to finish my assignment, and even brushing my hair n teeth seems like the least important thing to do at that moment.


i actually do miss the hectic camp. hope i'll get the chance to get involved in another one, but not anytime soon please! toodles!

one simple message to warm me up

The world doesn't need
more mountains to climb,
more seas to cross,
or more stars to shine.


what the world needs is only
more of you. <3 <3 <3

underground love?

being in love is a good thing, but being in love in secret? hmmm...
okay okay, it't not that much of a secret, but we both agreed that this relationship should be in low profile...lol..
he's a medic student, from a kinda-strict-family.
i'm an education student, from a not-so-strict-family.
but i can tell he's what i've been searching for. myb it's too early to say that we're made for each other, but i can't help it but try to convince myself that he's THE one.. ^^

he makes me smile w/o even trying to, and i make him smile whenever he's tired.
he makes me worry when he plays too much Dota, and i make him worry whenever i MIA.
he makes me cry by making me watch sad movies with him, n i make him cry...zero times
he makes me feel like i'm needed, n i make him feel that i really care for him(ihope)

it has been a short four months, but it feels like we've known each other for a long long time. the 1st time i talked to him i can't stop myself from smiling and the 1st time we exchanged phone no i can't help it but feel shy again..
i'm having my sem break now, which means i can't see him much ( i usually see him on campus everyday) which is actually a good thing, cos it makes me miss him more..